Everything Else

I’m Still Here

Life has changed yet, I still find myself stuck. Stuck in the same negative thoughts and cycles. Feeling like an imposter. Feeling dumb. Feeling numb. Recently these thoughts pulled me back into a suicidal state. To be honest, those thoughts haven’t quite passed yet…. There are many things that have shaped my mental state. Things … Continue reading

Mental Health

About Last Week….

I know you’ve heard it before, but I’ll say it again; depression sucks. The past two weeks of my life were spent almost exclusively in bed. I can’t speak for everyone’s experience but the best way to explain it is this relentless desire to sleep. Any attempt to intrinsically motivate myself resulted in me feeling … Continue reading

DIY on the Fly | Tree Trunk “Tables”
DIY

DIY on the Fly | Tree Trunk “Tables”

Recently, my apartment underwent a change in management, which is fine and dandy, especially since they’ve promised lots of positive and much needed changes. However, these improvements apparently involve cutting down and trimming the crap out of all the trees! D: I’ve woken up to the sound of an industrial wood chipper spewing it’s organic … Continue reading

Mini Summer Haul
Fashion

Mini Summer Haul

Over the past four years, my closet has become my enemy, full of fragments and bits of my truest self and the person I was trying to be. I’d go to the mall, buy things that I saw the “cool kids” wearing but then go home and let it sit in my closet while I … Continue reading

Discovering an Oasis
Lifestyle

Discovering an Oasis

On Monday, I took some time out of my disgustingly busy schedule to reunite with my friend, Jill, after her month long adventure in Italy. There’s something you should know about our friendship, we both have a mutual obsession with food. So when she wanted to show me her photo album dedicated to Italian eats, … Continue reading